2015

My 2015 is one hell of a ride for me. There were surely ups and downs, twists and turns, and series of problems. But despite all of that, I am actually quite thankful for everything that happened this year for making me a better" person (I guess). I've been through a lot; stress, breakdowns, almost-depression (muntikan lang naman), heartbreaks, expectations, achievements, experiences, and a lot more. I also realized that some things are better not to be mine because there would be something better coming.

2015 was the year for my acads, career, friends, and family but not for my love life (so sad... Nah not really).


Acads
I got good grades before I leave high school (thank you teachers mwamwa) and also for my first term in college but I'm not really satisfied with my grades because I know I could have done better.

Career
17 palang ako kuma-career na?! LOL haha I find it funny for "self-proclaiming" that I already have a career. But to be honest, I really do consider it as my "career" (chos). And that is hosting programs and parties. I actually started hosting or being one of the emcees last year (2014) in one of our school programs. Then this 2015, we (me, Insao, and Lorena) hosted our batch's Graduation Ball and Aya's 18th Birthday. More gigs to come for us three!

Friends
Oh yes, FRIENDS. From all of the galas and unplanned HOHOL'S to having college buddies, I had a LOT memories this year with all of them. Here are some of the highlights: Birthday surprise for me by my Maksci friends and Besprens, EK with my Besprens, Tagaytay x Noreen's Birthday Celebration, DLSU Adventures of me and Mhey, Exploring DLSU with my college buddies, LRT Adventures with Bea and Noreen, Unplanned HOHOL sa bahay ni Denisse, Colevin's Blowout Birthday Celebration, and Jasmine's Birthday Celebration.

Family
I got the chance to spend more time with my familly. Because my pemily... My my... My pemily... Oh my gosh. JOKE wahaha

Love Life
Few heartaches but I'm already fine about it but it doesn't mean I'm already over it. CHOOOSSSS!


Thank you 2015 for everything most especially for the lessons and the memories. You've been very good to me. Again, thank you.

Memory Lane #1

First All-Besprens Road Trip

This was the first time we had a road trip without having an adult driver. 

Hi po manong driver haha joke lang Paul 

Ilang beses niya po kaming pinagtripan sa loob ng kotse amp 

Bea is somewhere there over the rainbow

Ang saya magsoundtrip sa kotse tapos ang alam niyo lang na lyrics ay chorus or half ng chorus. 

 Mabuhay ka Denisse sa ginawa mong "sabog" moment kahapon wahaha!

 

More road trips to come mga Bespren!

Happy 17th Birthday Jas!

What: Jasmine's Birthday Celebration
When: December 17, 2015
Where: Project Pie, Blue Bay
Who: BESPRENS!

L-R: Noreen, Bea Garcia, Jasmine, me, Fritz, Bea Grico, Kevin, & Denisse

To be honest, I don't know how to share everything that happened today. I feel so hyped, nervous (because of call time/curfew), and tired... but overall, I feel blessed. Why blessed? Well, simply because I got the chance to spend time with the best company I've ever had.

Beyonce: to the left to the left! mmmmmm

Legit candid shot

NAKANANG

Hay nako Paul haha

They are the best company or the best "squad" that I've ever had for we know each other so well. Sabay-sabay ba naman kaming lumaki diba? ELEVEN FREAKING YEARS (and still counting) they have been my friends or "Besprens". 

Daming chicks ni Kev oh

Humabol pa si Caittin hihi

And by the way, in our "squad" we have 3 Bea's hahaha hindi naman siguro nagusap-usap mga magulang namin eh noh 

Tres Bea's

Si Bon at si Ban

Alam kong gusto niyong makita niyo yan :P

Presenting the birthday girl....

Happy Birthday Jas! Thank you at binusog mo kaming lahat hahaha

And of course, thank you to the bestestest people ever, Besprens. More HOHOLS to come!
Love you all

May Our Dreams Come True

Everything was so perfect
Started as friends
Became closer each day
And comfortable to one another

We had the perfect start
To a perfect relationship
They say start as friends
Then everything else will be easy

It took us time to realize
Our feelings for each other
How friends can be lovers
And if it's worth it to risk it all

We were ready
We were sure
To become something
We were not before

We gave into our feelings
And let our emotions flow
Who would have thought
That our friendship would be more

When I felt your love
It was one of the greatest
One of the feelings I won't forget
And surely I won't regret

Every second, every minute
We were so happy
To finally be together
After a long wait

Then I woke up
And realize that everything that happened
Was only a dream
A dream of unsureness and uncertainty

But I woke up smiling
Even if it hurts
That our love can't be real
And never for us to risk

Maybe some love stories
Are just for fanatasies
Like the famous tales
Never real, only for dreaming

Though deep inside of me
I know that I want that to happen
I know that there's a chance
That my dream may come into reality

But all I have to do
Is to let destiny do its magic
And believe that we might end up together
Not today, but someday.

 

Term 1: Done

Finally, Term 1 is officially done! It has been almost four (4) months for our first term and it felt like more than 4 months to me. Special thanks to my college friends/squad/ family (Family daw kasi sabi ni Colevin). Kung hindi dahil sa inyo, wala ako sa kinalalagyan ko ngayon... JOKE! Wahahaha. But seriously, we helped each other in getting this term done. Here they are by the way

Left to right: Louise, Johncary, Colevin, me, Angela, Ricah, Robi, and Jaymee

Now that the term is over, Christmas break here we come! Deck the halls and jingle the bells yooooow because holiday mode is on *hihihi* Have a merry and meaningful Christmas vacation everyone!

B&W

Black and White Portraits of Me

 

 This is what I normally do in my spare time.

100 Slam Book Questions

1. Advice for me. 

 Advice for myself? Hmmm, stay physically and emotionally strong

2. Any Name, u would like to call me?

Nica, Buu, Nica Buu, Buhay, Nicalooks, Nics, or Ganda

3. Are you proud of yourself? 

Pwede na hehehe

4. Best thing that ever happened to you?

 Being able to graduate high school.

5. Favorite color

Violet but I like pink so much

6. Dedicate a song for me

She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5

7. Describe in one word, Friendship is 

 EVERYTHING

8. Describe in one word, LIFE is 

Unpredictable

9. Describe your Daily routine? 

Getting ready - eat - watch TV - internet - eat -watch TV- eat - sleep

10. Describe what you feel like waking up on Monday morning. 

Blessed

11. Describe your soul mate 

*Sana pogi* wahaha maybe someone who is somewhat like me

12. Describe yourself in 3 sentences? 

Loud, Funny, Sweet

13. Do you believe in God? If yes then why and if no, then why? 

Yes because I have faith in Him

14. Do you believe in love? Why or why not? 

Of course I do because I'm a freaking hopeless romantic

15. Do you have boyfriend/girlfriend? 

No, I don't have

16. Do you like to sing in the shower? Which song? 

YES. Lay Me Down by Sam Smith

17. Ever caught a virus, disease or sickness? 

Is Dengue counted? If yes, then yep

18. Who was/were your crush on a TV character when you were teenagers? 

Chris Evans (Capt. America), Andrew Garfield (Amazing Spider-man), Chris Pine

19. Favorite Books? Why? 

Fifty Shades Trilogy (please don't judge me).
 I find them interesting and different.

20. Favorite Expression? 

My ever favorite "Nga-nga" face

21. Favorite Games

Tagu-taguan ng Feelings

22. Favorite Sports 

Swimming, badminton, and volleyball

23. Favorite Vacation Spots 

 Tagaytay, Nueva Ecija, Baguio, and Vigan

24. Gift for myself

Watch or charm bracelet

25. Have you ever fantasized about a friend's girlfriend/boyfriend? 

NO. That is just gross.

26. How do you feel when you talk to me? 

Talking to myself? Wahaha weird but normal for me though

27. I am your? 

I don't know how to answer this question

28. If Isomeone would be your slave for a day, what would you ask him to do for you? 

Bake me a red velvet cupcake

29. If you got a chance to ask me something about My Personal Life? 

To self: Happy ka ba? 

30. If you are an author, what book would you write? 

Libro ni Buhay (Book of Life) hehe

31. If you can invisible, tell what first things u do? 

I will follow my crush wherever he goes

32. If you could be the world leader you want to be, who would you be? 

I'm not sure

33. If you could get one superpower, what would it be? 

Being able to fly! So I won't be able to experience traffic anymore hihi

34. If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be? 

My soul mate

35. If you give another chance to live ur life. What will you do? 

Do the things that I haven't done in my past life

36. My Name in ur Phone

 Nica Beatriz Buhay

37. My nature 

Mother (ano daw haha)

38. My weakness 

Worms

39. Nicknames people call you in general? 

Nica Buu

40. One thing that you Love the Most about yourself

Happy personality

41. Rate my life out of 10

6.5

42. Rate my happiness out of 10

7.5

43. Some negative points in you. 

 I usually keep what I feel and my problems to myself

44. Some positive points in you. 

I always try to look on the positive side of life

45. Someone who knows all your secrets? 

My Besprens, Mhey, and Victoria

46. Special talents? 

Breathing

47. Suggest a TV show for me to watch. 

Gossip Girl though it already ended but I really liked that show

48. Suggest a website for me to go to. 

nicabeatriz.blogpspot.com hihihi and zalora.com.ph

49. Tell me about three funniest friends you know in your life? 

Insao, Jeshua, and myself WAHAHA 

50. The best thing about you. 

I can be your bestest friend ever and bestest girl too :)

51. The thing u like most in your face

 My lashes

52. What are your hobbies? 

Surfing the net, watching TV, and listening to music

53. What else do you do in your free time? 

                     Alone in the room, lights off, earphones on, music playing, then letting my imaginations run in my mind.

54. What inspires you? 

My dream to make my parents be proud of me someday

55. What is the funniest thing that has ever happened to you? 

Nabugahan ko ng tubig si Jeshua sa mukha nung high school

56. What is the last movie you just saw and did you like it? 

A Seond Chance. Nope I didn't like it, I LOVED IT.

57. What is the one food that you would never give up? 

Red velvet cupcake

58. What is your all time funniest prank? 

It's a long story and it wasn't even a prank,
 basta si  Denisse napagtripan nun

59. What is your deepest fear? 

Screamers lol

60. What is your favorite activity and why? 

Uhmm eating? hehe I just love to munch and to nom-nom-nom

61. What is your favorite color and why? 

Violet because it has a royalty-ish vibe and it is very sophisticated

62. What is your favorite drink and why? 

Starbucks' Caramel frappe. I love caramel and coffee

63. What is your favorite holiday and why? 

APEC Holiday (because no classes for 1 week) WAHAHA joke

Christmas of course because I love gifts and food 

64. What is your favorite midnight snack? 

Cheeseburger (without veggies) and fries

65. What is your favorite movie and why? 

A Walk to Remember. It is very different from the normal romantic movies

66. What is your favorite place you have traveled to and why? 

   Tagaytay. I've been there for MANY times already.

 Pero di pa rin ako nagsasawa 

67. What is your favorite vacation spot and why? 

Baguio because brrrrrr

68. What is your least favorite word or phrase? 

"Wala akong naintidhan sa sinabi ni Sir/Ma'am"

69. What song/s do you play the most?

Lay Me Down by Sam Smith and Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis

70. What type of friends do you look for? 

Yung mga madaling pakisamahan and wala masyadong arte sa buhay

71. What type/s of music do you like? 

Pop, EDM, Party, and sometimes senti songs

72. What is the sexiest part in guy/girl for you?  Why?

For a guy, the shoulders. I'm not really sure why I find it sexy 
but I like nice and broad shoulders

73. What will be your reaction, when you will find out that your crush has a crush on you?

"Alam ko naman eh" hahaha

74. What would be the one thing you'd change about yourself? 

Weight

75. What would you name your autobiography? 

Ang Buhay ni Buhay

76. What’s favorite number and why? 

Seven (7) because I was born on the 7th of April

77. What’s the best advice you've given or been given? 

"You deserve someone better"

78. What’s your favorite food? 

Pasta or Pastries

79. What’s your favorite quote/saying? 

"Look on the brighter side of life"

80. When was the most peaceful day you have had? 

The last time I got sick i guess

81. Where do you want to be in 50 years? 

In my husband's arms

82. Which female celebrity would you want to take away for a weekend? 

Emma Stone

83. What is your favorite part of your body? 

My hips down to my thighs I guess

84. Which is/are your favorite cartoon character? 

Olaf, Phineas & Ferb and Spongebob

85. Who have been your closest friends in life? 

My Besprens, Girls Over Charcoal (squad), Victoria, Jeshua, 

Shurel, and Alexis

86. Who is your hero? 

No one (?)

87. Who is your secret crush? 

Myself... joke hehe

SECRET! :P Kaya nga secret eh 

88. Who would you most like to talk to? 

Besprens, Jeshua, or Mhey

89. Words about me 

Sweet, Caring, Funny, Sabog (in a good way)

90. Worst mistake? 

Trusting and loving the wrong people

91. Worst thing that ever happened to you? 

Getting my heart broken by the same person twice

92. Your dream? 

Make my parents proud, give medical discounts to my friends,

 have a walk-in closet

93. Your favorite actor or actress and why? 

Anne Hathaway, Cameron Diaz, and Rebel Wilson.

 They are just so good and funny

94. Your favorite artist and why? 

None in particular

95. Your favorite movie/s and why? 

Nasagot ko na toh eh -_- 

A Walk to Remember nga and Princess Diaries na rin

96. Your favorite song and why? 

Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis because it is sad but delivered in a lively way

97. Your First crush?

Chris Pine *play safe hihi*

98. Your Full name? 

Nica Beatriz Pascua Buhay

99. Your Romantic ideas/expectation about Love! 

My own Alden Richards or Clark Medina :)

100. Your Birthday?

7th of April